Back in the states! New Home 2007 |
We are the
Strickland Family. I am LaKasha, married to Jeremy and we have been married 9
yrs in January. We were married in Okinawa Japan ,2004.
My husband was then in the US Air force. We decided that we would take an
international adoption course there because adoption was in both our hearts,
but soon after we found out that we were pregnant. So we knew
it wasn't the time. We had our son there almost 2 yrs later and lived
there for five yrs. Jeremy was medically retired in 2007 for chronic headaches.
We moved back to
our home town in Northern Louisiana where
we both were raised and settled into a safe semi-country neighborhood in a
great school district. Peyton is our only child, he is seven and in the second
grade this year. He is all heart.
When we moved
back in 2007 Jeremy quickly took the first available job, being out of town,
and after almost 2 yrs of that horrible experience we chose our married before
money. He found a new job and so did I. We both worked all the time, I felt
like a hardly even has enough time to be a mom and God was convicting me. I
knew that I was wasting the time I had but I just couldn’t quit work. Jeremy
even encouraged me to think about it because I was going so hard. He was afraid
I would burn out but I couldn’t’ stop, we just would not make it if I did. That’s
what I thought! November 12th 2009 I had been battling a stomach
ulcer for over a year after my gastric bypass. I was working at my second job
that day and long story short, I was admitted into the hospital where later my
stomach ruptured. 21 hours later they figured out what happened and rushed me
to surgery. I was critical for 12 days and spent 28 days in the hospital
recovering. My life changed in a 180 turn! I went from one thousand miles per
hour to Zero. At the time I didn’t know if I would ever be back to normal again
much less me again. And the world kept going. No one stopped or altered their
lives, even my husband had to continue to go to work and pay bills. There was
only me and the Lord. I mourned the time lost with my son at the time; he was
only 4 years old and didn’t have a mommy anymore. I asked the Lord”what am I to
do now”. He hasn’t taken me so there had to be something important that I was
to do that no one else could? I knew that day I had to live my life different and
not waste a minute. I remember getting to come home and Peyton came up and
kissed me on the cheek. Ahhh….tears rolled down my face because it was like the
very first time I ever really felt his kiss. Everything was slowed down and I
made a promise that I’d never go back to that way of life. I’ve been on this
road every since, three years to the day.
Lord thank you
for the impossible things you carry me through to get to where you need me to
be when you need me to be there.
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